Ahh, Provo and Other Stuff I've Been Reminiscing, Worrying, and Fretting Over

So as I get ready to get married this weekend, and as I've settled down here in Florida, I've come to realize how much I missed being in Provo! It was hard to be so far away from Lisa and to be so far away from my family but I really like living there. Call me crazy but I miss the bubble! I loved working at Bio-Medics, well to a certain degree, and I could essentially walk anywhere I needed to (which I did the first time I lived there because I didn't have a car and I'll tell you what that's the way to get tone legs!), I enjoyed to camaraderie living in King Henry and meeting new people every day. Now it's a lot different, living in a big city where it's all hustle and hurry. It just goes to show that we take for granted the here and now and really only appreciate what we have when it's gone and no longer directly in front of our eyes or at the forefront of our minds. I loved living with all my roommates, even when they left week old dishes in the sink or on the stove with food still in them. Now I didn't like cleaning up their week old dishes in the sink or on the stove with food still in them but I enjoyed their company and the chats we had about nothing. Before all 'this' happened, my life with Lisa, things seemed so hard and at the time they were. I struggled to make enough money to pay my outrageous rent ($270, with electricity it was about $290, yeah I know how could someone ask for that much!) and try to change my diet of soup and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches all on a $9.50 an hour job. Now my rent has nearly tripled and with even more bills it doesn't seem possible to get ahead but now I don't have to just worry about myself, I'll have to worry about my wife. My circumstances have changed dramatically but I still worry about everything. I am looking forward to starting my new life with the woman I love and am uber excited to make new memories with her, ones that will make me smile and laugh out loud just thinking about them. I have plenty of those already from before I met Lisa and I have plenty with Lisa but our life together will be filled with memories that are good, great, grand, bad, worse, and ugly I'm sure but we'll have each other and it will be amazing I just know it, actually I can feel it... in my nuggets! How could it not be with someone like Lisa!